July 22, 2008 2:47 a.m. – 2:54 a.m.
I hate going to sleep.
It is the beginning of Erasing.
I’ve been forgetting for so long I can’t remember how to stop.
But it’s not a clean slate.
Just a new page to write this shitty existence on.
I hate to sleep alone.
It’s ironic really.
I hate what I need.
I’m not really…afraid of the dark.
I’m afraid of what I see.
Afraid of the places my mind goes.
The dark allows me to think, and my brain is an awful place to live.
responsibilities.
Deus servo mihi. Tutela meus viscus ex vulnero, tutela meus animus ex malum.
Contego mihi ex hostium.
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